Come Back, Be Here

Why is it that even small talks with you are enough to fill me with joy?

Have I grown to be so dependent on you? I sound like some mopey teenage chick pining for the school jock. Ugh. 

But it really is a nice feeling getting to see your responses. How there's always laughter in them. It's good to know that you're happy. 

(Everytime you shine, I'll shine for you)

"2am is not for the lovers in each other's arms. It's for the lonely, the ones who love those who are loved and not being loved in return."

I guess sitting alone in the room, on the bed, just... I don't know, what, zoning out? is calming in it's own, but it's just pure time waster. I can't help it if you keep permeating my thoughts. How despite being far away, it somehow seems you're always around. How every few moments, something reminds me of you. 

(I don't want to miss you like this. Come back... Be here)

Come back... Be here...